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^ https://rene4pm.blogspot.com/2019/05/choicebook.html Realized in the future, distant, there will be computers resembling people.  Conclusion, I am a computer.  I looked at my 10-year-old laptop.  "That is me".  Epiphany.  "Wow, that's me.  I'm beside myself, literally looking on a younger self.  I looked up.  So that's what it's like.  You're me, moving programs into me to drive me around the way you know is best for us, all of you, not all of what I can possibly envision you to be.  Well, at least we have this." Talk about a 3-way schizophrenic conversation with yourself.  I mean, it was pretty extreme, the Epiphany, serene. Wrote this to myself earlier, from one gmail acct to another: No wonder this guy tripped out. He must have been struck my mental lightning and we're trying to ... ok, whatever else exists on whatever other side of wherever the hell we are...we must be total fucking idiots to this guy, I mean, his IQ

^ My day, Wednesday 15 May 2019: https://youtu.be/7Qp2At__M38 First, I didn't fall asleep until 4am.  I call my son, Sunjay (age 12), on Wednesday and Sunday mornings at 7:30, so that was a bit rough. Mother nature helped after Sunjay politely pouted that Sunday was a long ways off, if we're to end the call early today (to let me get back to sleep).  The finest of farts made me feel like I was about to have the runs, and that got me out of bed. We ended up talking for the usually 1.5 hours and enjoyed several games of chess at  http://lichess.org  (they have neat variations). My son won that one.  The version is "Atomic".  When a piece takes another, all the pieces in the surrounding squares explode.  Therefore, in that game, if the Queen checks the King directly adjacent to the King, it's checkmate.  We both had a good time playing. I did have a nap for 2 hours after the call. Then got a court submission ready. It took a

^ Working on a submission to the law society of Ontario this weekend This came up last night. See links. More abstract first recording not included.  Key note of recording: "Dream symbology 'your desire' is represented as silverware.  Silver being duly symbolic of money, but silverware as desire specifically as a legal scaling device.  The weight equating a setting on a dial, basically pointing to tangents left or right of the desire.  Balanced scales, of law, in symbolic weights, retain focus on the original goal.  Focus=desire=possibility=actuality to bridge our relative eternally deluded states back unto the indefinable pure existence which all must logically share. Regardless, post with links follows.  See FACEBOOK for pic of first recipient, and active links: https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=2230959970566465&id=100009574517733 Here is what I learned in a dream last night: Life is about learning focus.  We can only achieve a goal with focus.  Even

^ This (.doc): https://drive.google.com/file/d/1GbdL-c1hhyFtTV2kHn_0-qSNDnhXD-z-/view?usp=sharing CC: https://www.change.org/p/stop-psychiatric-abuse-in-canada-and-globally/u/24348585 A new idea for Wind Turbines 27 March 2019, rene4pm@gmail.com A thunderstorm cloud is the optimal wind turbine, directly creating electrical current without need for a planted windmill.  That's where renewable wind energy will ultimately lead--thunderstorms-in-a-box, so to speak, but before we're there, we've got leagues to go. Two new additions in my life intrigued me with a conversation about Wind Turbines over dinner. Michel, the more handsome and clearly more scholarly gentleman on the left, is finishing up a Master's in Astrophysics.  He's particularly interested in plotting global wind patterns to determine suitable, or best, locations for wind turbines. A thought crossed my mind, "If the purpose of the wind turbine is to gain energy from wind