20190523 notes for the day

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Realized in the future, distant, there will be computers resembling people.  Conclusion, I am a computer.  I looked at my 10-year-old laptop.  "That is me".  Epiphany.  "Wow, that's me.  I'm beside myself, literally looking on a younger self.  I looked up.  So that's what it's like.  You're me, moving programs into me to drive me around the way you know is best for us, all of you, not all of what I can possibly envision you to be.  Well, at least we have this."

Talk about a 3-way schizophrenic conversation with yourself.  I mean, it was pretty extreme, the Epiphany, serene.

Wrote this to myself earlier, from one gmail acct to another:

No wonder this guy tripped out. He must have been struck my mental lightning and we're trying to ... ok, whatever else exists on whatever other side of wherever the hell we are...we must be total fucking idiots to this guy, I mean, his IQ is... This story has the potential to level world governments... no wonder he...
I can't believe this is happening RIGHT NOW. Is happening right now, that means we have a choice. If we have a choice... Because the world is always changing, psychiatrists will never be right.

I don't hear "voices".  I hear "echoes", and take notes.  Any fear I redress with a logical way rendering the expressed fear back onto betterment for the collective, with harm to none.  The collective, I do not know.  I consider it, simply, traditionally, the eloheeem... a plural singular state that can't be described.  In short, Me.  If that makes Me my own God, so be it.  But I did mention exactly how that would make "Me" technically "Your God" as well.  It's written in the draft of the book The Choice, available already at the same-but-different links above and below.

My son is being raised in the West.  For him I needn't worry about the same standard of education. 

My wife is from the East.  In the East there is competition.  Those with best study habits, best personal habits not to waste time on computer games, those which yield to the system with the intent to better the system, those excel.

Debt is a terrible vulnerability.

Even in the U.S. it seems, relationship between the government and private industry isn't so simple.

The Koreans walked out on Lehman Brothers not because of money, but a question of conduct for the proceedings.

For my wife then,

One became two, but two can never become the whole which they divide.  There is no line.  There is personal concept for difference.  Each one believes in difference, and separation sustains perpetual change.

We talked about greenhouse gases, and the need to rotate crops.  Harvest crops need to be rotated.  For two or three years one particular type of plant is planted.  The plant takes certain nutrients from the soil.  After two or three years, a suitable alternate plant is planted.  The alternate plant takes different nutrients from the soil.  As the remainder of the plant is ploughed back into the soil each year, the soil gains the nutrients that the other plant requires.

"Legally we can't"

"LEGALLY we haven't figured out HOW."

There's a deal to be made.  I'm going to make the deal.

It always comes down to a single signature, a single person behind the signature, one authority.

From burning crops to carbon emissions to CO2 that Trees turn to O2 and we turn back into C02.

Cars produce CO, which rain turns to C and O.  O rises to the upper atmosphere where it meets other O2s and becomes O3, our ozone. 

But behind it all, elements are made of a few same parts: electrons, protons, neutrons.  Their pairs: light, dark, and neutrinos.  Behind all is just the idea of difference.  Behind that, just a simple number:1.  The idea of "1" implies the idea of "not".  It is "not" that confuses us and causes us to think "because one, therefore, many" when in fact "none exists in relativity, all exists with certainty" is the fact of life.

Government's done all it can do.  It's up to you now.  ...

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"We need to remember anyone who's not helpful".

-Too Big Too Fail, movie.

Do you notice a pattern here?

We don't handle an emergency until it's on the table?

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